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let's chase the summer and forget the world.

tmr is gonna be one real sucky day. okay it is supposed to be a really nice day tmr cos there's like quite slacky lessons with lang arts chinese pe math and assembly. (math not counted :P) but the thought of the chinese compre test tmr and running two runs round the school PLUS tennis assessment makes me want to faint. ):

it's always like this. when one thing's gone, something else comes along. like when i thot phew finally that dreaded test is over and then the next second comes the news of some other test or some kind of assessment. we can never relax ourselves and just slack away not even for a day man. there's always this thing eating at me. like i haven done something and i haven studied for this whatever and crap. there is forever this super heavy thing on my shoulders which i cant seem to shake off.

there are so many things coming up. lang arts portfolio deadline on week10. bio article review week9, which happens to be next week. math functions written assignment which is like due so long ago i've forgotten when and i haven even gotten down to doing it. like i can even understand what it's all talking about.

i have been living this term like im in a dream kinda thing and it seriously sucks. it makes me feel like everything im doing is insignificant and even if i dont complete my work it will not result in anything. yknow, like how it is in a dream. everyday i'm simply going thru the basic motions of life with no feelings no nothing. this feels so fake. like im not even living at all. there are like all these stuff blurring up my mind and everything i cant think clearly. last year i had the motivation to study! at least for term1 and 2. i really really paid attention for perhaps the first time in my life in nanyang to the tchers and everything cos i really wanted to do well. now i simply got no motivation no drive no nothing. im such a failure. if this continues im gonna have sucky CA marks which are definitely not gonna help my final results end of this year den how the hell am i going to achieve my wish no.2 in the wishlist from bottom up? i really really hope this will just be a phase im going through and it'll end off really soon. im getting distracted easily these days. way too easily.